wastelander. Novice of Magick representation.

"It's an illusion ... I swear."

bla<k has no idea how and why she ended up here, struggling with the fact that maybe she had never known before.

Is there some kind of "before"? Was it? Is it still? Wasn't is always? Was there a constant? Maybe her?

Or why does it seem as if she remembers all this places, although she still does not remember how the fuck she came here?